Dear Snookum,
I do not know what I am going to write next. I know nothing. With every movement of the fingers in the keyboard, I will be surprising myself too. I just want to write. Write my heart out. I am a kind of guy who finds peace in written words than spoken. Something inside me is urging me to write but what? I still have no answer. And it's funny that I do not want to stop and think. I just want to continue writing whatever comes in my mind via heart.
I love you Miss Snookum. I really do. Apart from the love, I respect you to the utmost level. I respect you as a lady. I respect you as a friend. I respect you as a lover. Moreover, I respect you as a human being. My respect is independent to who are you to me. Any sane person in this world will respect you given your talent, attitude, characteristics, behaviour and performance. You deserve all the happiness in the world.
I have never ever taken you for granted. Neither have I left myself loose with you. We both being together for this long, may need to boundary to express our love for each other. But there are always certain boundaries in every relationship that the couple need to take care of. I have never crossed the boundary that would hurt you. I have always chosen my words and actions taking you in my mind. 'What if I said this? What if I did this? Would it hurt her? Would it make her sad?' I always ask these to myself whenever I choose to do certain things. I will never hurt you intentionally.
Like I said, I just want to write. All these posts are random. These words do not link with any actions lately or of the past. I just wanted you to know this. And on the same note, I would like to apologize to you if I have ever made you feel low, sad and hurt. I would not do that ever. I am sorry for all the bitter moments. I love you so much. I do not want to lose you ever in my life. You have come into my life and decorated it like I have never imagined. My life would be this beautiful, I had never thought of.
Thank you Miss Snookum, for being here with me in every possible way. Without you, I won't thrive. Without you, I will just be one ordinary human being just existing in this globe. I love you so much.
I do not know what I am going to write next. I know nothing. With every movement of the fingers in the keyboard, I will be surprising myself too. I just want to write. Write my heart out. I am a kind of guy who finds peace in written words than spoken. Something inside me is urging me to write but what? I still have no answer. And it's funny that I do not want to stop and think. I just want to continue writing whatever comes in my mind via heart.
I love you Miss Snookum. I really do. Apart from the love, I respect you to the utmost level. I respect you as a lady. I respect you as a friend. I respect you as a lover. Moreover, I respect you as a human being. My respect is independent to who are you to me. Any sane person in this world will respect you given your talent, attitude, characteristics, behaviour and performance. You deserve all the happiness in the world.
I have never ever taken you for granted. Neither have I left myself loose with you. We both being together for this long, may need to boundary to express our love for each other. But there are always certain boundaries in every relationship that the couple need to take care of. I have never crossed the boundary that would hurt you. I have always chosen my words and actions taking you in my mind. 'What if I said this? What if I did this? Would it hurt her? Would it make her sad?' I always ask these to myself whenever I choose to do certain things. I will never hurt you intentionally.
Like I said, I just want to write. All these posts are random. These words do not link with any actions lately or of the past. I just wanted you to know this. And on the same note, I would like to apologize to you if I have ever made you feel low, sad and hurt. I would not do that ever. I am sorry for all the bitter moments. I love you so much. I do not want to lose you ever in my life. You have come into my life and decorated it like I have never imagined. My life would be this beautiful, I had never thought of.
Thank you Miss Snookum, for being here with me in every possible way. Without you, I won't thrive. Without you, I will just be one ordinary human being just existing in this globe. I love you so much.
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